♥ [M] ï ŝ ş ▪ [w] h ä ŧ έ v e r

2009-10-13T14:27:00.002+08:00

[s] . [p] . [m]

o. p. p. r. e. s. s. i. o. n

gosh,time flies!

counting down to the days left

makes my nerves twinge !

2009-10-03T22:10:00.006+08:00

happy b'day mummie!

at 'the garden', ou.

& a happy bday to wl too!
;)

&

wish evryone a happy 'mooncake' festival ,

which i miss those childhood time of

carrying colourful lanterns walking round the garden,

lighting up candles forming shapes and shapes,

sitting playing chatting enjoying view of luminous big round moon

high up in the starry night

& eating mooncake together ;]

*jelly mooncakes

white coffee cheese jelly ;p

2009-09-05T23:10:00.001+08:00

history is killing me.

why cant all the facts go into my brain?!

tired of it

2009-08-28T19:51:00.004+08:00

was searching for video & i stumble across this.
cunted lyric ;p
love it =]

2NE1

i don't care

Hey playboy

It's about time

And your times up

I had to do this one for my girl you know

That's the only way you boys learn

oh oh, oh oh

I can't ever forgive you for that lipstick on your collar

Every day, your phone's always off

It doesn't seem like you're going to change oh oh

All those girlfriends you call "friends"

Don't think of me in the same way as them,

I won't let it fly

From now on, do as you want,

I'm going to stop caring

For some time I really loved you but oh
Sometimes you get drunk, and call me,

now it's 5:30 amAgain you say another girl's name no

I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing wherever you are

From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way

From now on don't come to me and cry,

and cling on

cause I don't care e e e e e

I don't care e e e e e

Stealing glances at other girl's legs

You're so so hopeless

Everyday you take off your couple ring, and secretly go on a blind date

I don't think that I'll be able to take it anymore

oh oh oh

My friends say that you're not really worth it

You even went to your wolf-like friends for advice but

I'd rather keep it simple, I'm too good for you

I believed you were my love but oh oh

Today you said you were busy, I tried phoning you but

As expected, in the background I heard a girl's laugh oh no

I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing wherever you are

From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way

From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on

cause I don't care e e e e e

Because of you, I remember crying till dawn boy

I regret every time

I think about you when my heart was too easy, huh boy?

I'm too good to throw away and too boring to have

You should've treated me better when we were together

why are you clinging to me now

You fooled me with your lies hundreds of times

From today on, I'll be a bad girl who makes guys cry

Now without a single tear, I'll laugh at you

Loser who's inside a game called love

Get on your knees and take me back

If not, get out of my sight right now

I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing wherever you are

From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way

From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on

you know

I don't care e e e e e

I don't care e e e e e e

cause I don't care e e e e e

I don't care e e e e e e

Boy I don't care

girls,you gotta act like you dont care =p

♥

2009-08-22T20:32:00.002+08:00

1 / 9 - 17 / 9

T.R.I.A.L.

time to date

with

BOOKS!!

*groan~

*dead*

2009-08-08T21:09:00.008+08:00

L O V E

Juicy Couture !

;)

it has been long since the last time i blogged.

so here are some random pic -

;P
ignore my randomness of juicy couture xD
couldn't help it.
as im too lazy to touch books right now
*groan ~

- so true =p

end of post ...

pbsm test

2009-06-20T16:08:00.002+08:00

im back~ =p
had just done my pbsm so-called "first aid test" in sch
and i passed.
*cheerss..~ xD!
(actually .... every1 passed.... -.-"* )
this mean tht ill hv a higher post or smtg in the community.
blah~ dun really care tho. cuz its my final year anyway.
but, i still think tht the whole thing was a waste of time.
* crapppssss!
we did theory exam. wtfff~ =.="
i was expecting for practical first aid test laaaahh~...
at least assessing us practically would be much fun& challenging.
we could do CPR and learn bandages & stuff.
but...theory....*roll eyes @.@" we gota sit in class for hours listening to craps before taking the paper.
( and guess wht, tht guy who examine us said tht pulmonary vein carries deoxygenated blood to the heart. omwtf~ i answered oxygenated blood but he said wrong . zZzZ. )
k, whtever...glad tht im back home xD

hols

2009-06-14T11:24:00.002+08:00

hols start with ....
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.
.
.

2nd of june ,tues-
sunway♥

6th of june .sat-

uncle's wedding ♥

10th of june , wed -

ou ♥

no pics for wed.

13th of june , sat -

aunt's hse & midvalley ♥

no pics for this day too.

& i spent the rest of the days at home.

*studying,maybe.or sleeping... =/

crapssss....

hols always end wif a superrr boringgg sundayyyy...

@@.

bday

2009-05-30T23:42:00.003+08:00

30th of may.

someone had just turned 17 today.

& tht person is,

kong sue lynn!

a longggggg friend of mine.

we know each other since primary 3 .

she could be crazy, fun, cheerful & serious at times.

a worthy friendship

;)

wish you a happy bday my dear.

stay pretty as ever.

=p!

hope you did enjoy celebrating your bday

cuz' the party was splendid !

everyone had a total blast in the karaoke room

someone even sang till lost his voice

*you knw who u are =p!*

the food was gooodddd
&&&
i love the taste of ur awesome cheesecake !

all we could do is just to accept the reality.

the past. is buried , forgotten & thrown away.

im learning from the very begining.

xo.

2009-05-06T17:04:00.003+08:00

diagnostic test

starts tomorrow

wish me luck

!

get me movin'
i gota do better.

luke's day !

2009-04-29T19:21:00.006+08:00

28 th of April

.

tuesday

it's

L-U-K-E's

D-A-Y

Happy Bday to

Mr. Luke Tan !

siowkuan's art =p

taste delicious as it looks !

aww...he's blowing harrddddd !! ~

& finally the flame went off ~
phheewww~

*tada..here goes the flame again .

blow blow blowwww hardddd ! ~
*lol. its a magic candle actually

n the flame wont go off no matter how hard you blow it
=p!!

i love april.

its a month full of bday .

turning 17

2009-04-21T19:50:00.004+08:00

from a sweet 16 ,

[16.]

♥

[sixteenth. ]

turning into -

[17. ]

♥

[Seventeenth. ]

its nothing much for a birthday
but still i wana thanks those who wished me.

thanks to :

tht someone special who actually called me at midnight
and sang me a bday song.
something tht noone else had ever done.
i was touched ! =p
*thanks for every happy moment throughout the days we've been through
ily ♥

zheshuen, who prepared tht superb tasty seaweed noodle soup for me
& her most touching letter.

shik ying, for her cute bday card

sonia, for wishing me in the morning when i first got to sch.
&her present too.

viven, for wishing me the last on tht day
*she did tht on purpose * =p

all my friends at sch who wished me.
those who smsed to wish me -

- yc , huifun, sue, vivian, mayFuai, wengLeong(who wanted to called & wished me ;D ) , viven, amandateh , mich , onnonn, weeLi, chunRen, cheng yee, edward( who was the EARLIEST to wish me at 1052pm ! ;p ) , ziXi, chenYong ( who ffk ;c ), carmen, yvonne , shikying , kaiyuan, jonathanKuek (we're havin the same bday c; )

&

all my friends at luke's who sang me a surprise bday song
this includes:
vivian, mayfuai, huifun, sue, merv, yc, siowkuan, jiayie , chunyin,
zhuo yi, jason, john, gewei, weeli , chunseng & others =p

how would 17 be?

im looking forward to a happier year ahead

& its my last senior year !

xoxo.

smile

2009-04-11T15:43:00.005+08:00

S-M-I-L-E

!

it's the second best thing

that you can do with

your lips !

so everyone should :

basically,
im trying to smile more, so tht my life is happier,

and i would enjoy life more !

start smiling everyone.
you wouldn't know how great the feeling is to S-M-I-L-E.

and u wouldn't knw who might fall for ur smile

xD !

**darn, i got influenced by the PRS SMILE campaign in sch.
LOL. =p
.
today is a schooling day
had fun in class

& i did enjoy it.
=D

after reading my post did i manage to make anyone of u smile?

i realise it's just not worth

being sad for some stupid lame reason

tht no one would even care.

it makes me feel so pathetic.

like im a loner or a sobber.

so why not smiling?

start enjoying life more

start to feel love and care.

start to have fun

**and study as well.

spm is coming very SOON lah !

& i hope you would smile more.

i miss the smile on ur face

yes, i still love you.

2009-04-10T19:16:00.003+08:00

Mr. Luke Tan

my add maths teacher

& his funny pose

LOL.!

even he knows tht im not as happy as last time

yea...hate to admit tht he was actually right.

pls pls pls cheer upppppp!!

2009-04-05T11:44:00.007+08:00

2 april 2009

zon sentul kawad competiton
.

we won nothing (as expected)

and got tanned for no reason.
LOL.

nyway,its worth an experience

whoa~segaknya~

bt ended up every1 was nervous

n it turned out to be a disaster

a sight of relief.

after finish kawad.

pbsm - sports day

*spot me spot me!
=p

3 april 2009

guess what date is this?

t-a-d-a ~

i present you the bday girl here

tan hui fun

happy bday !

my dear friend

*camwhore at luke's

she said she love the cake i gave her
n she was touched !
waaahhahahahaha...
finally,i manage to make someone touched =p

&

visit to

University of Leeds

look wht've become of us after joining kawad !

this two sa po making dough =p

smiling all the way.

is that possible for me?

&yes,i still love you

special THANKS to yun chen

who had helped me for those pbsm uniform

- tQ, yc !! =)

-posted on 10th april.

2009-03-29T16:53:00.002+08:00

.♥. 사랑해

saranghe waeyo ?

....

- Edward is lost without you`[] what abt now? says:

love is sacrifice.

love is how sumone could sacrifice just to make their beloved happy.

if sumone really love tht particular sumone, eventhough its gonna hurt

being wif tht particular sumone,

tht sumone will still love tht particular sumone .

- [m] ï ŝ ş ▪ [ώ] h ä ŧ έ v e says:

wooo.... so deep punya talkin' xD

haha...

it hurts so much

when the one u love

arent there for u when u need them.

2009-03-22T14:06:00.003+08:00

aahhhh~
my so call RANDOM-NESS !!
looking through those pic
& decided posting these . . .

sometimes i wish i could just hit the dance floor

i wish i could hv a perfect teen life

just like those girls

rockin all the way thru.

but isnt it too late now?

high sch is almost over.

if i had the chance, i wish i could reverse the time

make a change

to be a lively person

an extrovert

to try out new stuff ,

make life more colourful

aint afraid what others would think.

to be what i want. to be who i am

to show the world my true self

and more excitement towards life.

i'll try my very best in coll i guess?

now, study is the priority.

dance,will hv to wait.

-mw-

without thinking wht others

so much to do, so little time

2009-03-16T08:33:00.003+08:00

yess, i knew it

this blog would be so dead

& now it is currently -

dead n dusty as well

LOL..is it due to my lack of update? is it is it?

nah...i dun think so.. xD

bt whtever lahh..

im kindda lazy blogging

n dun hv much to blog about too

brain is an empty bombshell now.

++ pluss my spirit to study hv been lifted up

&am a little paranoid too

m' sick n worrying bout my chinese paper..

gahh..

to get an A , needs 80% n above

but now, i score a 62% ?

.wth. !!!

who can help meeeee ? =c

T.T

since spm result was released.

& saw all those seniors getting their results wif happy faces (sad faces too)

it kindda pushes me forward. haaa..

gimme those a's .. i want i want i want =D

seriously,gotta study hard to acheive my aim

bt...can i do it?

can?cannot?

idk...ill jz hv to try my best ^^

thts for now people.

im so outta here..

dun think i'll be blogging often...

bt i guess replying in cbox is alright? =p

so much to do, so little time....

help me!

-mw-

appreciation

2009-03-03T21:29:00.003+08:00

hey people,

(hmm...are there any ppl here anyway? =/)

whtever larh~

just feel like sharing this quote of mine

all these that revolve needs a little more appreciation towards

the L-O-V-E.♥.

this is so true cuz we dont know when would we lose our loves one.

and poeple would only start realising & regreting after they had lose them.

which is pretty pointless.
this aint an ordinary quote or saying.

this is what i feel
as something had happened

& make me realise it.

its truly from my heart.

& i really mean it.

i hope you would appreciate us more.

i cant be the only one giving.

my heart aint that strong anymore.

-mw-

k...updates about me..

hmm..I AM currently BLANK !

LoL...school runs as usual.

activities are still in progress.

tho im abit left out

due to my laziness of attending it

heeheee...psps..

& sports day is coming REAL SOON !

its this saturday

which im not really expecting MUCH from it

kawad prac is such a failure.

n all of us would be deadmeat on tht day

*pls bless us on tht day. n hold ur laughter =/ *

i used to look forward to sports day every year.

but this year is exceptional.

mayb cuz those seniors had left.

things went outta control.

totally dumbfounded.

k, whtever...back to studies

intervensi is over

my results are out.

bt still nt getting my grades yet.

overall, im quite satisfy with it. except FOR BIO !

it was a disaster . lol.. but luckily i didnt get a " F " =D

intervensi was easy with tips,clues & hints passing round n round the sch

n now you poeple finally know why im satisfy with it, right?

*wink! =p

bout things revolved in friendship n relationship.

i really dunno how to describe it

maybe i should say

its outta control?

ahhh..but its not like i can control it anyhow.

just let the flow flows ,thought.

i seriously hv no idea of handling it.

natural is the best =D

its life &

i guess i should be living in the way it should be.

*atyq, cut down some of ur emoness,would you?*

thts for now

taaa...

*********************************************************

& my b'day greetings to cheryl -

HaPpY B'day CheRyL deaR !!

a friend of mine since grade one.

to describe her,

- she's fabulous =D

enjoy ur seventeen babe! ^^

2009-02-22T13:37:00.002+08:00

How can I always lend a hand

But ignore the cries within myself

It brings me joy to bring you a smile

But my emptiness still sits up on the shelf

Inside my heart will always bleed

But I will never let it be shown on my face

Only the tear that falls down my cheek

Will give you a glimpse, a shadow, a trace

I suffocate when I try to breathe

I have dreams, and needs, and wants

I want to smile as I look up at the sky

I want the moon to brighten the night

I want the clouds to pass me on by

I want the stars to guide me to heaven

And I want wings to life me and fly

if you really love&care for me

show me please.

-mw-

gee - snsd

2009-02-20T23:17:00.005+08:00

..yoona..

i find her the sweetest among all =D

im officially addicted to

girls generation!

& am lovin' this mv of theirs

gee gee gee gee baby baby baby..~

valentine

2009-02-15T08:33:00.004+08:00

happy valentine day everyone!!

i know its over.but i still wana spread the L-O-V-E kay? =p

for me, valentine is all about spending our time with our loves one

&this doesnt mean that you must have a boy or girl friend to celebrate with

*which many ppl think so* -.-

even tho u dun have a partner,but hey,,there are still friends around you that care&love you rightt? so dun take them as granted& go emo alone at the corner . ;p

*cuz i've seen such before!* LOL.
so peoplee, pls remember tht,,,we could always share our love with friends too =D

kay,time to talk bout my valentine. *excited*heeheee

yesterday was a schooling day.goin to school on valentine seems sucks to many ppl but it turned out pretty WONDERFUL to everyone(well,at least it is for me^^). &im glad tht i had to go to sch on tht day...cus i could see all the lurrvee&gifts happenings. girls blushes when boys came into class & giv them their present in front of everyone..haha...it happened in my class kay? & every1 was c-h-e-e-r-i-n-g for 'em! woohoo xD &im glad too bcus its my LAST valentine in SCHOOL ! as for seniors, we couldnt have the chance to celebrate tht special day in school anymore...so,i really treasure tht day.&im happy to say that my friends&the one i love did too.

all of 'em came to sch excitedly. went round class giving gifts&presents. choc & roses were the popular ones. some even receive teddy&cute soft toys ;) . n i've to say tht one of my classmate even prepared pasta for all of us..*she cooked it all by herself* aww..so sweet of her :) &it taste really nice.

as for me, its a special friendship bonding day with 2 of my special frens. one of em' got us 3 a same-type-but-diff-colour phonechain. then we wrote short notes to each other.*expressing our love kay...& we arent less! =p* &happy to say tht i love it. thanks alot.

cuz now i really know what true friends are. & i've found my true friends too ^^

now,talking bout love. i was happy on that day too cuz i get to spend my valentine with him. although this isnt our 1st V'day but it is our 1st time spending this day together. what he've done for me, i should say i was touched&happy of course. it turned out to be surprising&wonderful when i 1st saw the gift.&looking at his ''innocent'' face, made me felt lucky wht he've done for me. i love it =)

& nt forgetting our special code 459 573 c=

-mw-

thanks babe

wwl

2009-02-08T09:26:00.003+08:00

*cy's gay partner..LOL

xo.

yeapp,,,you see that same face which appear in each&every photo i post

he's wong weng leong
&&he would be leaving to australia TODAY

for further studies.

well,all i've to say is -its a happy&sad news

of cz i felt glad for him cz goin overboard aint ez&nt every1 gets a chance like tht

so hey wwl,treasure it =p

*u might getto know some hot chics there,who knows?* xD

&sad to say that i really misss him..n started to miss him nw since he's leaving

aww...i still miss those good old days

where we crap&talk&chat till late night like nobody's business ;p

he's a very special fren of mine

& i know him since formone.

we got to know each other better as the time passed on.

overall,ur a good fren

***whn ppl get to know u more ;p

so..

thts all i wana say

&i dun think u would even hv the chance to read this post

cz cz u BARELY visit my blog.

aha..

farewell dude ;)

*hugs&kisses

xoxo.

damn it,,shouldve take moreeee pics with u!

-mw-

2009-01-31T00:08:00.003+08:00

wish i could hold on to this day

let the time stop

&flash back to our memories

this far we've been through

gone through what i've never thought of

heart rippling moments

where we fell apart

i frown

&u too

but till the end

everything would be fine like there's no tomorrow

u always had ur way to make me smile

make me happy

&thts the way i love it

i just wana say

thanks babe

I L Y

happy cny

2009-01-28T16:50:00.002+08:00

happy CNY everyone

wee..its time to blog bout my new year.
well,it was kindda hectic the first few days.
done loads trips visiting relatives n dad's fren.went house by house.sit there watching those adults' chat&laughter.how they talk laugh n eat at the same time.LOL . n watch em giving angpau,&wondering when's my turn to take from 'em xD *i know im nt a kid anymore,bt,who cares? =p
ohyea,and nt to mention tht the reunion dinner really turn me off.my family n relatives went to a HUGE restaurant&it was packed to the brim tht day.expected dy cz it was new year eve.-.- bt the worse is all of us sat there waiting for the food for bout 2hours,starving with hunger.thn finally the food arrived n i call it: disgusting!..its either the taste went wrong or those dishes r cold.=.= lol.bt since its new year,evry1 ate it without complaining ;) nywy,the dinner really turn us off&totally spoil the mood of goin grandma's hse.so evry1 went home instead. so nt syok,cz its the1st time v didnt go grandma hse on new year eve.dissappointing tho.usually would go there collect angpau,chit chats&laugh&play the whole night. bt this year every1 would hv to wait till the next day ;(
k..so the first few days hv past.nw takde CNY mood ... ... ...which means i've no plans in mind =.=
bt bt i still feel like goin out visiting frens&&&collecting angpau too! =p
so ppl, rmb to call me out k? *i wana take angpauu* =D

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some random pics.didnt really camwhore this cny.

cute angpow =)

its frm my uncle&aunt at s'pore

heeehee...lil cousins searching for food

&the one up there bz playing games xD

signing off.

-mw-

happy bday biggK

2009-01-21T16:31:00.004+08:00

Happy

B'day

tzeyao !

this was suppose to be posted yesterday.but i didnt have the time to blog.so just make it a day late. hehe...hope u dun mind biggK xD

there: ''happy belated bday''!

anyway,sry i didnt make it yesterday..due to the stupid heavy rain n stuff..blablabla..

hope u did enjoy =p

well,this boy here,is my dude..

know him since form2. n was in the same class for 2years.

had whole lotta fun playin last time.lol

cuz*he used to sit infront of me in class* =p

n shared many many stuff with him when im unhappy .. eheh..tho he dun really know how to 'tam' ppl...

but i appreciate it anyway. =)

thanks for listening to my crapsssss & emoness! =p

see,he's a veryyyy niceeee guy right?? LOL.

lastly, just wana say:

i heart youuuu dude .

thx for being my buddy..

weeee~

eh,biggK,touch anot? =p

*dun forget my bday arrrrr xD*

2009-01-15T17:00:00.003+08:00

tried cooping up with the current with the flow

moving on and on

overcoming obstacles

but to my dismay

theres nothing so called perfection

and satisfaction isnt my thing anymore

theres nothing without flaws

i am tired& so used to it now.

geting my hopes high up the crest

and the next thing i know,

im falling into the abyss.

i couldnt do even say much

just let it be the way it goes.

i need an urge to push me.

i need someone to brighten me up.

i wish there's someone i could lean on.

2009-01-09T23:40:00.002+08:00

after five days of school

i realise sch totally sucks.LOL

everything is such a drag

and holidays are much more better!

got loads of hw need to be done.

would spend my weekend doing hw hw hw

havent done my 2 eng essay.

essays are such a killer.i seriously hate it.

sch's making us

so close but yet so far apart.

and that's wht i hate the most.

.....

gosh

2009-01-04T19:34:00.004+08:00

sch's starting tomorrow

and i HATE to say that

its FREAKING me out !!

=_____________________=

...

why must the holidays end so soon?

and that terrifying shtySPM is coming in no time.

-mw-

2009-01-03T00:08:00.003+08:00

i love you babe

happy new year 2009

2009-01-01T21:07:00.009+08:00

Happy New Year all

lets welcome 2009 with a big warm smile

and it would be a wonderful year ahead

*cheersssssss!

***

****

***

school is starting in a few days time,

and

i would have to say

byebye to the sch holidays.

=( *very reluctant tho*

the starting of school means

i would be back to my busyness

preparing for my spm

its the last and final year

and of course

i WANT to do my BEST

herhxherhx..

striving for an excellent

and whatever it takes

i wouldnt let my spirit down..*wah..so semangat* =p

oh yea..n not forgetting to enjoy it as well

cuz its the last year of high school people!

cheersssss~

toodles people.

guess i wouldnt be blogging so often.

have the reluctant to blog when sch starts

got lots things to get busy with.

*
*i wonder what would this year be like?

whatever it is,

i hope its a wonderful year for me

no more sorrowful and sad moments

i wana be an happy angel!! =D

smile smile & smile all the way =)

xoxo.

-mw-

lets say byebye to 2008. welcome 2009

2008-12-31T11:07:00.004+08:00

ciaoz 2008 , hello 2009 !!

weeee....today is the last day of 2008.
and i hope it would be a memorable day for me
cuz the end of last year WAS ! hoho..n i did had totally loadda fun last year ^.^v
k..this year is tough for me.
leaving the past,moving into a new environment .where i have to say farewell to everything i used to had,used to be my accompany.and starting a new high school life in a completly different environment.everything had to start from zero and i had to put my effort building it up. i can tell you,it wasnt EASY at all,well at least for me.but i guess i made it anyhow,and that treally taught me aLOT. learning new stuff and meeting new people is fun.tho we would be left out sometimes, but the most important thing is- getting used to it n learn not to be afraid&try making friends n treating ppl nicely even if they dont do that to u. and i've done that pretty well compared to when i first got there.overall, transfering to a new sch could be tough but fun as well. yeap, and i had gain new experiences in life,that make the difference. =)
if you ask did i regret,i would say:that's life.you make that move,you live to it.

...

my new year resolution:

1. i wana be an happy angel

2. no more unhappy moments n shedding tears

3. do my best in spm. craving for A's !!!!

4. to be more cheerful towards life

5. i want my family to be happy

6. take undang and driving test ASAP !!!

7. wish i could get everything i WANT ! =p

8. i wana meet new people =D

9. have more excietment in life

10. wish friendship could last

-mw-

i want next year to be better

strength n trust is love

2008-12-26T23:33:00.003+08:00

[e'dward[s]cullen[/s]] - how can i endure this pain again? leave me alone again? says:
haiz
[e'dward[s]cullen[/s]] - how can i endure this pain again? leave me alone again? says:
i already learned my lesson
[e'dward[s]cullen[/s]] - how can i endure this pain again? leave me alone again? says:
to appreciate ur loves one
[e'dward[s]cullen[/s]] - how can i endure this pain again? leave me alone again? says:
now i do
[e'dward[s]cullen[/s]] - how can i endure this pain again? leave me alone again? says:
unlike last time
[e'dward[s]cullen[/s]] - how can i endure this pain again? leave me alone again? says:
how could god
[e'dward[s]cullen[/s]] - how can i endure this pain again? leave me alone again? says:
giv those ppl who were just playing their gf while their gf love them so much

☜♥☞ [m] ï ŝ ş · [ώ] h ä ŧ έ v e r ☆★ says:
but its always unfair
☜♥☞ [m] ï ŝ ş · [ώ] h ä ŧ έ v e r ☆★ says:
we fall and stand up everytime with different experience n lesson learnt
☜♥☞ [m] ï ŝ ş · [ώ] h ä ŧ έ v e r ☆★ says:
with new begining next time that mature us

[e'dward[s]cullen[/s]] - how can i endure this pain again? leave me alone again? says:
why my new beginning had to end like tht

☜♥☞ [m] ï ŝ ş · [ώ] h ä ŧ έ v e r ☆★ says:
every start has an end but when tht end comes u hv to learn to let it go even if it really hurts n thts the best way sometimes learning to forgive n dont habour anything bout fair square .love isnt fair.theres one hu give another hu receive depends on whether ur the one giving or receiving

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i couldnt believe those words

came out from my mouth

its always easier said than done

tho i said it to encourage ppl

but i know i wouldnt be that strong

giving up things like love

its hard i know

sigh..

i hope u guys get better

family

wont be perfect

without the two

linking heart and hand

*trustworthy is important

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-mw-

god,be with me

cherish all those i love

please

merry christmas

2008-12-25T10:13:00.007+08:00

hohohox..

:::

m e r r y

c h r i s t m a s

all !

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#1: the curve

the nicest of all =)

#2 : sunway pyramid

m' lovin' ittt!

a cut above..with cute snowman :)

#3: klcc

with snowman ,

gingerbread man ,

snowflakes ,

n even santa on the tree

lol~

hi sannntaaaa =p

#4:time suqare
er...very common one

#5:desa park city

white christmas n reindeer

#6: ikano

cheers

may god bless you

=)
xoxo

-mw-

wish we could spent our every year together

Flawless desirable is just a fairytale aint a realization

2008-12-24T12:11:00.004+08:00

Flawless desirable is just a fairytale aint a realization

i've realise this yesterday and i so agree with this. cuz everything i desire it wouldnt turn out perfectly right.

even though i spent time , my effort in it, all i get at the end are just craps,rubbish dissapointment.and everytime i felt so sad bout it.n with no where to turn to

sometimes i just felt like pouring, like bursting,hiding under my blanket crying it out loud when everything seemed so wrong.but its way too dramatic n pathetic.

yet my heart still cripple,it ache,it hurts.

but who could feel it except me? noone would understand this feeling of mine.even if u said u understand,u could feel it.but i still wouldnt believe cuz its far too undescribable n suffocating.

There's a urge in me,telling me to give up,throw everything away,letting it go to make myself better cuz no matter how much i tried it still dissapoint me.

but there's also another voice inside my heart giving me the courage not to give up,to stand strong even if everything screwed up even you too.cuz its belief that every good has bad in it. every perfection have flaws. and every happiness must have obstacles .for those gave strength and trust.but at times, i felt u still wouldnt share ur thoughts with me,n at times i felt maybe u would rather spend time with ur friends? ah..but i said none..just let it be.cuz its ur life,ur choice.do what make u feel happy. =)

but,

For the love i had,i choose to stick to that voice cuz i hope its worthful.

i know im not the only one trying hard.u too gave ur best. and i treasure it.

but when things get so screwed up,i couldnt hold my emotions.n that made us worse.

and i know sorry isnt just the thing.

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i dont know if u ever get to see this,

but i just wana post it out

since i couldnt tell u how i felt.

n i hope u would

understand.

-mw-

*whoa...this is like the deepest n most meaningful post ever..Lol~

ah..but whatever larhx...

its christmas eve n i cant believe im feeling abit emo [ =.=! ]

i want my mood back...=D

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merry christmas all ;)

2008-12-23T18:01:00.002+08:00

sigh..

why must everything turned so fkingly SCREWED UP?!

when i spent time thinking how to make it work

making sure its all perfect n flawless

just want everything to go on well

but at last it ended up like that?!

zzzzzzz..

i felt like..all those effort i thrown in are USELESS dumbass

im seriously so not in the mood right now.

-mw-

2008-12-17T19:36:00.003+08:00

had a freakingly scary dream this morning n that woke me up at 630.
after that i couldnt sleep anymore.keep thinking bout the weird dream.its like smtg i used to thought of last time bout us n today it appeared in my dream?! wht the shittt...seriously.it used to be my fear.does that dream significant anything?or is it just ...a dream? gosh. it beta had be JUST A DREAM. bcuz if it were true.ha...i wouldnt wana think of it either. just a dream just a dream just a dream !!! stop thinking larhxxx *knock head*
kay..went sunway shopping today.n i finally brought myself two pair of skinny jeans...then clothes then accessories then then...bla bla bla..tho it wasnt that satisfying but ah...still ok larhx. xD
feeling damn tired now.
toodles people . =)

wad happen?

are u gona tell me or not?

-mw-

2008-12-15T23:35:00.004+08:00

yes.i finally have the time to settle down in front of the com & have a lil time of mine.
it has been a tough day ,at least it is for me.compared to the last few weeks of holidays...
today,i've been helping out my mom doing house chores n've been gardening for the whole evening. it got me all so damn sweaty sticky n icky...eew.gadening really isnt my thing.imagine that,working under the sun.the weather is so damn freaking hot.sweat kept pouring like nobody business,making ur body so sticky.n uncomfortable&itchy as well.plus i gota weed the grass or soil or what-so-ever.with bugs stucking out all round.yuck. couldnt stand it..typical girls,i guess.ah..but whatever tho,just wana help my mum out.since she'd been gardening herself for the week.she badly wana get the garden done.lol..redecorating it isnt easy.stressful n tiring tho.usually i would be in the house watching tv or stuff but today i just bumped round helping her.aww..such a goodie girl today.i even tried helping out in da kitchen.washing veg cutting it then cooking.but sadly for my butter fingers,things got messed up.lol..n i got myself a cut..it hurts larhx.grr...hahax..n being in the kitchen isnt my thing too.booo! xD aha...nyway..i got this very cute dragonfly thingie from my keyboard teacher.she got it from vietnam..hhaha.n she said it has got good balancing.it could banance well even if its placed at the tip of smtg =) i like it! xoxo.thx fer da gift.
n i realised there's so much things goin on this week.plan of the week-
tues:club . tuition
wed:sunway*shopping!! .yay~
thurs:time square*to get my phone repaired.freakingly fragile keypad!every number crack.wtf!
fri:tuition tuition tuition...3 tuition.stupiaakkk!
sat:gota myself a new haircut.grrr..
sun:dinner with relatives..wee~

camwhore of the week:

happy bday grandpa xD

the silliness out of them

hehe..

i love that dress..=(

tq~

-mw-

deedooodaaa~

2008-12-12T19:24:00.002+08:00

Tagged by yee yan

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 7 people to do this quiz ; those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by ; cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

7 people i tag:
edward.*compulsory*
n erm..anyone can do this =)

1. What have you been doing recently?
rotting at home -.-

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
duh

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
no idea

6. What do you want in your life right now?
loads n loads of fun ..n money..LOL xD

8. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
my pillow!

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
. =.= ?! no bottom

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
ha.....i miss you xD

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
no...-.- so complicated for wad

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope..i like my clothes xD

13. What was the last movie you caught?
uhhh..007 -.-?!

14. What are you proud of?
lols...me me n MYSELF !!

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
go my cbox n c lorhx..

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
love story - rain =p

17.Do you have any nicknames?
yeap....panda =p

18. What does your last received text message say?
o.o

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
somewhere round midnight

20. Are you currently happy?
yeap.

21. Who gives you best advice?
herhxherhx....those i trust

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
er... sometimes..

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
hmm.....mmmm...hmmm...ghost

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
nope

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you happy?
him =)

26. Do you wear toe socks?
no..

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
ahh..idk

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
yeap...plenty..haha

29. What annoys you most in a person?
some jerky or bitchy attitude

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
ah....no..

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
NO !! wth

32. What is the colour of your room?
light light light purple... lol

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
yeah ! money !!!!! XD.

34. Do you believe in the saying of :"talk is cheap?"
huh? =.=

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
huh? noone except me can lie on my bed!!!!

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
LOL....ghost hug meee =p

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
o.o gawd knows

38. Do you have a life?
hmmm ..sorta...but i wan it to be better

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
=.= curse them? no

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
random..

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
whoa...i cant even rmb my dreams

44. What are you listening right now
*silent*

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
o.o! who else to talk to...im the only one at home

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
=.= wad a lame question

47. Is there a quote you live by?
love urself more than others =p

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
ha..i have it already

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
yea.

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
errrr... dont ask so much can or not?! XD

small small n smalllll ??

2008-12-11T10:06:00.003+08:00

kay..woke up eraly in da morning

n feel like blogging..even though

my eyes hurts man...infection or smtg..

left eye is abit swellen..pain arrr... =( *sobx

hmmpt..n loads ppl say the font is TOO SMALL !

is it? is it?

ish...i guess i'll have to make it BIGGER than :D

*satisfy?

hohoho....*groan* ~

ntg much during the hols..

jz went club..shopping..n more sleep-.-

oh yea..club-tues morning.anyone?

herhxherhx..u'll be surprise if u go =p

*wink !!

-mw-

ohhlalala

2008-12-09T00:44:00.008+08:00

weeeeee~

T-A-D-A !!

i finally get my blog skin done

*proudproud =p

herhxherhx...cz im usually lame at editing stuff..

blabla..anyway..i lovee it =)
.xoxo.

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cam'whore

p/s:ah~i kindda miss my long hair now..

-mw-

2008-12-07T17:44:00.005+08:00

Tagged by edward

Do you mind, if your opposite gender partner:
Go clubbing: do what he likes laaa..
Smoke: no smoking
Is an alcoholic: mind ,but if its occasional then its okay.
Do drug: eew..i wont choose him then..
Did sex before: LOL..idk
Watch porn: lol..even nerd watch b4
Steal something you like for you: aha...buy it will do
Skipped work/ classes just to meet you: touched !
Forget about anniversary: =.= duh...i mind
Use all his savings to plan a surprise for anniversary: wee...touched again xD
Bought a very ugly clothing for present: appreciate it anyway..

If your opposite gender lied about the following situation, what action will you take?
It is middle of the night, he/ she told you that he/ she is going to bed, but instead he went out with friends: whoa....mad la..why should he lie bout that? lol...jz tell the truth will do..
Your opposite gender told you that he/ she is going out with a friend that you know, but you saw him/ her in the mall with his ex- boyfriend/ girlfriend: =.= go to hell ~

Describe your ideal opposite gender:
hmm...ideal...i guess he could be sensible , caring , fun to be with
and most importantly he loves me. =D

I tag :
lazy tag ppl.
anyone can do this tag :)

am i the backup?

right....

screw up

2008-12-06T18:33:00.004+08:00

first shity, second bitchy
i wonder what's third what's next?
sluts maybe?
life is a disastrous
i feel like bursting.
and remember you have no one to lean on now.
in fact, no one would stand for you.
you would only hear them saying this :''get a life bitch !''

maybe im just a what-so-ever.

-mw-

olaaalaaaaa !

2008-12-03T19:22:00.004+08:00

GAWD !!! this is the NOISIEST day in my life ~ =.=!!

... W T H ...

oh holly great ~

my house had turned into my bro's fren territory...they totally RULED it..as if that's their house. they occupied the com the whole house my elec keyboard n even my PRECIOUS phone ?! wth....my phone weiiii.having fun open close open close it.......n guess what did i do? -----spend the whole day in my room having a headache and was trying to get some sleep ~BUT they were making so much NOISE, yelling shouting screaming playing like mad. n i was like - dot dot dot...totally speachelss n stunned~yeah..i know how standard five behave~ but i just couldnt stand their laughter~

oh yea.....and not forgetting to mention that THEY FINISHED up my dinner as well....eeeekkkkk....my mum made pizza...mmm...sounds delicious rite? but there is NOTHING left for me
WTH....am i her daughter or not...grrr~
yeah...im blogging now....eating my dinner but no PIZZA left for me
zZzZZZzzZzz...
i wan my pizza =C !!!!!! *sobx*
gahhh...i cant stand the NOISE !!!!!!!!!
oh hale yes ... they totally RULE for the day...

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* defeated *

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

that's my 'wonderful' day ~
the end
* clappppppppp ~

-mw-

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Tagged by shawn.

First Name:

uhhh....amanda.duh~ who doesn't know this?! xD LOL

Nickname:

erm..a list from A-Z *wink~

Name you wish you had :

im satisfy wif my name~

What do people normally mistake your name as :

idk...@@

Birthday:

21.4

Birthplace:

Time of Birth:

=.= midnight i guess..

Single or taken :

ilovehim...=p

Zodiac sign:

taurus

-Your Appearence-

How tall are you -

don ask..xD

Wish you were taller -

yeah....i wana be a model...haha =p like i get to anyway...

Eye color -

uhh...black?

Eye color you want -

i love blue n shimmering eyes =p

Natural hair color -

black

Current hair color -

black

Short or long hair -

short la....can c from my pic wadddd.. ~

Ever dye your hair a bizarre color -

nah ~ *i wish it was pink !!

Last time you did something dramatic with your hair -

ohhhh.....idk..

Glasses or contacts -

shhh..i hate glasses =(

Do you wear make-up -

duh~girls

Ever had hair extensions -

o.O!! ~

Paint your nails -

with colours !

-In the opposite gender-

What color eyes -

any color

What color hair -

anything?as long as it looks good

Shy or Outgoing -

idk...

Looks or personality -

haaa...gud ques...xD nt gona tell u

Sexy or Cute -

lol ? both la of cuz

Serious or Fun -

both

Older or Younger than you -

er....idk...who would know wad happen if love strucks? lol

A turn on -

hottie xD lol

A turn off -

jerk !

-This or that-

Flowers or Chocolates -

diamonds !!!! =p

Pepsi or Coke -

er...i prefer starbucks . LOL!

Rap or Rock -

no rap~

Relationship or One night stand -

dot dot dot .....

School or Work -

school

Love or Money -

no love no money. no money no love xD

Movies or Music -

both

Country or City -

city duh

Sunny or Rainy days -

windy day beta

Friends or Family -

both.

-Have you ever-

Lied - duh ~

Stole something - wooo....am i a thief?

Smoked - hate smoking !!

Hurt someone close to you - eee...am i a heartbreaker?lol...idk

Broke someone's heart - LOL....maybe i did? well...sorry =(

Had your heart broken - haha..some1 special will mend it for me C=

Wondered what was wrong with you - o.o? im perfect =p

Wish you were a prince/princess - princess n a happy ending

Liked someone who was taken - no....didnt try tht b4..lol

Shaved your head - gawd NO!! unless im insane

Been in love - duh.who doesnt

Used chopsticks - sure.

Sang in the mirror to yourself -o.o i guess the mirror will break =x

-Favorites-

Flower -duno...

Candy - lollipop ! wif rainbow colours

Song - depends.

Scent - o.o?wad scent....

Color -white black pink purple

Movie - comedy...laugh till drop

Singer - idk

Word - wad la stupid *my commonly used*

Junk food - diet arrr

Website - random

Location - o.o

Animal -puppy

-Randoms-

Ever cried over someone - duh...especially when i care for them

Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself - prettier !! =p

Do you think you're attractive - haaa...y ask me...ask others opinion laaaa

If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose -cinderella...n they live happily ever after =p

Do you play any sports - badminton. swimming. gym.

The rules:-

Link to your tagger and post these rules.

-List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people

1.cant live without frens

2.music cure me

3.currently into keyboard

4.love watching ppl dance =p sadly i don =(

5.afraid to be forgotten n left out

6.im a shopaholic.n just wana have fun

7.i wish spm would be abolished..hhaha

8.i love him

People I tag:

1.edward

2.mervin

3.bigk n sk

4.cheryl

2008-11-30T23:52:00.008+08:00

i am just craving for that little bit

is it really that hard?

maybe im asking for too much

gawd.stop thinking~

i need my sleep right now

so exhausted.

hadnt been feeling good for the past few weeks

so what?who cares.

everything is burried

for the sake of not messing things up.

thats all.

and even if i did.it make no difference at all.

maybe i need an wild outing, shopping spree i guess

where i could just taste the sweet moment.

even if its just that one second.i wouldnt care.

just wana throw all sort of thoughts away

and forget everything

to be myself again.

right..stop crappin'...

to bed...nitez~

i miss u. i miss us.

n ur feeling that comfort me the most

but why cant i feel it or even u?

as if we are so far apart.

i seemed to be strong n take it as nothing

but the truth is

that i am fragile

n i do care.even if u dont.

xo xo

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. all i could do is go to bed and hope that tomorrow would be a brand new start of everything new .

[::.:: L o v e s t o r y ::.::]

2008-11-29T00:03:00.005+08:00

this is my story. its true .ok listen
oh baby the thing i wanted to tell you
the thing that make my heart ache
the reason that kept us apart even with the love
i couldnt say anything just like an idiot
gimme one more chance
i didnt know if your heart was what changed
its not too late
i beg u but u coldly turned away
this song is about my true love story
the story that i risked my everything
but now ,its the story of the love
that has already passed and ended
i love you i still love you (at this moment)
my honest heart
the promise i made i can give up everything
its what im saying come back to me
i will wait for you forever
i love u. i still love you
oh you loved me, can you forget me?
the love in my memory. you left me
but the promises we've made, is that nothing?
you were smiling and talking about me
it pains me, close to death, oh no
if only i can be with you, just this time
i cant breathe. my everything is longing for you
this song is about my true love story
the story that i risked my everything
but now ,its the story of the love
that has already passed and ended
i love you i still love you (at this moment)
my honest heart
the promise i made i can give up everything
its what im saying come back to me
i will wait for you forever
i love u i still love you
i clench my fist, promising to forget
my heart aches so much, i cant handle it anymore
im going to end this, even when it hurts.the relationship we had
just remember one thing,the one person that covered all ur flaws
that man was me.im going to do everything even without u
listen to this song now, this song is dedicated to our love
im the innocent one that risked my everything.i dont regret it
im goin to forget u,my past love.
my last shout to you.if u hear my cries,come back to me pls
i will love u forever.i will love u only
ohhh~baby please come back to me.miss u baby
a brokenheart love story will never appear before u.
this november

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P/s : i love this mv .its a sad love story =D

glam & fab.

2008-11-25T15:10:00.006+08:00

im bored to hell..
so here goes.
.
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...
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2008-11-23T11:33:00.003+08:00

w t h !!
duno whats wrong wif me again
burst out anger?
yea..well, maybe yesterday i wasnt in a good mood
every1 that talks to me kena 99 from me
sorry to those that are indirectly hurt by my words
n this includes you.
maybe u thought i wouldnt give it a damn,
but NO.
i do actually.i care more than i could.
but just didnt show it out.
well, yea. n im a dumbass.i know it.

r e u n i o n

2008-11-21T23:02:00.007+08:00

woooohhoooooo~

had a great evening chating with my amanda teh babe =p

lols..it has been a long time the last i saw her~

n we met up with a few frens too then headed to the steamboat restaurant for

g...a..t...h...e...r...i...n...g...?! LOl.a whole bunch of us.

well, let the pics do the talkin' . shall we? =D

im lazy to type anyway~

after meal

amanda teh n amanda teoh..=D lol~

herhxherhx..sms-ing...not! XD

cheese~

smile~uhhh...she's wearing contact n my spec too =.=

at the steamboat restaurant

T.T my face couldnt fit

n i met lim...he hit my head from behind! -.-ouch.pain tho.u gota pay for that

after that,went tuition with sue =)

hi mrken! not bad as a tutor =)

aha..and sue did these while he wasnt paying attention to us:
one

two

three

kisssssssss..... XD

while we were bored :

aww...love! retarded tho~

thic chic - showing off her muscle

n me..sleeping?dun think so.was laughing actually =p

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i love this dress =D

things would get better soon right?i hope so.

-mw-

blink!

2008-11-20T23:58:00.004+08:00

I saw your first
in the words you wrote

I saw you next in the words you spoke

So many miles

so far apart

but close enough

that you touched my heart...

I hold it true,
whate'er befall,
I feel it,

when I sorrow most,
Tis better to have

loved and lost
Than never to have

loved at all.

random.

-mw-

2008-11-18T23:23:00.005+08:00

weeeee~ i cant believe i saw the cutest doggie in my life

n here it is

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tada~

ahaha...sobx..too bad its not mine* =C

its leong's dog actually.saw it on his dp.. XD
he put it in da domino's bag n said its a domino's delivery dog...LOL~n i was like..domino's deliver dog?! since when....=.= hehe..lmao!

n tht dog is in aus...hmpt..cant have the chance to touch itt...eeeek...i couldnt resist it....

its so cute XD

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and and and i just wana say this to huifun: i love you XD *ur welcome to see this,if u ever get to*aha~

we've been through alot.yea..miss those time =D

ntg much for today....

signing off .. [xo]

someone said something sweet today

totally cheered by those words =)

kisses.

-mw-

to someone whom i care n yet hurting him the most

2008-11-17T08:34:00.004+08:00

woke up this morning feeling so damn bithcy.couldnt sleep well last night.i guess i have said and done something wrong again.i shouldnt have started that row.now i make u feel suckish too.sigh.sometimes i really HATE myself.the right word just don seems to come out from me.tho the words i said,maybe its too hurtful,n its piercing ur heart , i wouldnt know but i didnt really mean it.you might say its too late cuz scars n wounds are left.u have tried hard enough to change n yes i know.i tried my very best too.maybe you would thought that im asking for too much,far too much than u could give,but hey,i just want u to be urself n live comfortable with it.maybe u would feel much better. n its fine if u wouldnt change,i dont request anything. just want u to be fine .now im only hoping for this:forget bout what i've said yesterday.forgive me will u? =( i hate my childish act and nonsence i've said.

a very big sorry to someone i've hurt so much,tho i didnt mean to.

S-O-R-R-Y
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S-O-R-R-Y
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and
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S-O-R-R-Y

i know i've hurt u alot but i didnt really mean to
scars and wound are craved on ur heart.
maybe ur bleeding deep inside
n thought that i wouldnt know
but no,
tho i care but i didnt mention it
i tried standing up strong
but sometimes i just wish someone could be by my side
but anyhow,it depends on you to choose
whether to stand with me
or
let me with the emptiness
maybe u r unsecure too.maybe u couldnt find ur pace
but still,i couldnt bear to leave u behind struggling.
as i
understand the feeling of being left behind
forgotten n abandon
im not invisible,you know.
i have a heart too.with emotions in it.

-mw-
*this is specially for someone,if u ever get to read this*

another family outing

2008-11-16T20:01:00.007+08:00

im exhausted. just came back from my shopping trip at klcc.the place was soooo PACKED n CROWDED . i didnt shop much....couldnt even get a pair of skinny jeans that i wanted it so badly for months n where's my pair of fab shoe that i saw at VOIR ?! T.T and and and where's my electronic keyboard that they've promise to buy for me? herherh...* i've decided to take keyboard lesson during the hols...can spare some time learning it* ... ended up i went home empty handed... so unsatisfying....sobx! =(

i lurveeeeee~

skinny jeans!! i want i want i want it XD

can someone get me one of those? LOL

aww..high heels~my fav

herhxherhx...anyway..i got a free makeover cuz my mum brought skin care stuff n it cost bout 1000bucks?! wth~thats why they gave me a total makeover ... that lady started off with foundation , a light purple eye shadow , black liner... *the liner really hurt my eyes..ouch!*,mascara n then to blusher and and and finally lipgloss... tada.....DONE! but i dun really like it ..with powder n stuff on my face.. =.= n not to mention that the makeup removing process was terrifying....waterproof black liner was hard to remove n it made my eyes all black dirt...eew...

women~skin care n cosmetic

boooo~

im just trying to make things better.is it that hard?

-mw-

entitled

2008-11-15T18:45:00.008+08:00

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chillinggg

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freeezzziinnggg
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cooollddd
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awaken by the chilling weather.its was raining outside.n yea,the rain woke me up that early.groan...tho im hiding under my blanket but i could still feel the freeze...
LoL...poor me... its a rainy morning n i should've spent that time sleeping XD too bad i didnt ..... went manicuring instead.. and and and....my toes are black now....oh yeah..with diamonds on it too...muaahas =p LOL... ignore me..you know, GIRLS...herhsherhs...

n im off to that 3 hours longggg tuition...bla bla bla...cant believe i forgot to bring my phone..and and and..i brought my pencilcase without pencil in it!! lol...lmao
its an sooooooo ordinary saturday for me..as usual...

i somehow wish my life could be exhilarating...it would be,wouldnt it? i swore i would make it as enjoyable as possible ...

tata....signing off..xo

physic physic physic..and she's still smiling! lol

aww...too bad huifun's face couldn't fit XD

there...show everyone ur pretty face XD

snap! a short hair after four years of long hair..pheww..felt so relief..

im feeling empty today.

-mw-

2008-11-13T19:15:00.000+08:00

h e l l o f o l k s ~

*pheewww~~~finally got my very own blog done...hehe...well,the previous one was erhmm disastrous n its abandon anyway XD . plssss dooo linnkk me. =D
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song of the day: hot n cold

You change your mind Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah, you PMS like a bitch I would know
Yeah, you always think Always speak cryptically
I should know That you're no good for me '
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up We kiss, we make up
You, you don't really wanna stay, no You,
but you don't really wanna go, oh 'Cause you're hot
then you're cold You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out You're up and you're down
We used to be just like twins, so in sync
The same energy now's a dead battery
Used to laugh 'bout nothing Now you're plain boring
I should know That you're not gonna change '
Cause you're hot then you're cold You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up We kiss, we make up You,
you don't really wanna stay, no You, but you don't really wanna go
oh Someone call the doctor Got a case of a love bipolar
Stuck on a rollercoaster Can't get off this ride
You change your mind Like a girl changes clothes
'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up You, you don't really wanna stay,
no You, but you don't really wanna go, oh
'Cause you're hot then you're cold You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out You're up and you're down, down, down, down...

feeling so sucked up lately,everything seems to be goin the wrong way.

whatever it is,im tired of feeling so bitchy.

hope everything would be back on track soon..i need my life back.

and most importantly, i hope u find urself back too.dont get so lifeless *cheers*.

-mw-